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growing up... a life long lesson...

now that i have internet, i was looking at a lot of my old stuff... i was a confused fucked up kid.. =(

well. i have to say i changed a lot for the better in 2 years..

im still working for mastronardi produce.

i baught a house & a car. so i can always have a roof over my head & a place i can call home.

boys... *rolls eyes* they come & go. i cant beleive how many guys names are on my xanga. haha i fell in & outta puppy love a lot back then haha well now i know what real love is, or at least i have a good idea hehe. there's one guy on here i'd still talk to & i think about a lot. i miss him. i really do. the only friend i had when i had nothing. i think i screwed that one up. i really think he was the one for me. =( hopefully if you read this, you should get a hold of me so i can talk to you..

i couldnt beleive how much of an angry person i was back then. well, let me tell you how i am now.

i've become a push-over i guess. i am laid back & kept to myself. i love to listen to music still but my favorite bands have changed. i take advantage of all the little things life has to offer & i thank god for it everyday. my friends have changed some too over the years, so i hang out with a selected few, only the ones i can trust with my credit card which is only like 3. haha. i love my friends to death, they've looked out for me & they know i will always look out for them. i enjoy the good times. drinking + bonfire, just talking about anything & everything. i love you guys.

i think back then & i remember the painful days... i regret a lot of things i've done in my life. i apologize for the hearts broken during all this. would i change it if i could go back? no, because i wouldnt have met some amazing people & i have learned a lot. i grew up fast, i'm 22yrs old with a house! how many people can say that i have a good head on my shoulders now. so i can only look forward now.

i may be dry cash sometimes, but i'd rather be broke & happy than rich & miserable. right now im pretty happy with my life, i've been thru some shit so this last year has been a cake-walk. it could be better but i dont care, im pretty content.

i'll be shocked if people read this to see how im doing. please comment. i would love to hear from you.

-AnDReA HoLLoWaY =)

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Shirley Hayes... I love you!

she was like a second mother to me growing up... i saw her die in(what is now) my living room when i was only 7 years old. Shirley, you are an amazing person. when my parents were gone, you stepped up. your initials are on my right wrist, i'll never forget about you and you'll always have a place in my heart. i was so young, and there was so much to learn about you.. but w/ what little time we had together, you are truely amazing and your a beautiful person. i'll see you later... when it's my time. =P

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im very very upset  I went to a doctor, which was cool cuz it was free... but i NO dentist will take me for my absess  the one that would take me would be emergency... and i need $700.... $80 just for them to tell me i need a root canal *tear* i donno what im gonna do... i've let this thing go for like 6 months im afraid it'll get worse.... i donno *sigh* even the perscription to get the swelling down is $97... im so worried.... so beyond screwed.... *sigh* I need that job offer... like now! i'm sitting next to the phone, just prayin for it to ring for me... im soo scared.... but im prayin also...

the new xanga pic.... yea, i was bored at the doc office, enjoy

AnDReA

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ahhh *stretches* im sooo happy ^_^ i've gotten NOTHING but compliments. my friend Phil was like "andrea, im gay and i would open my legs for you. you are lookin fuckin hott!" hehe so i'm convinced that i am hott now ^_^ the blonde and pink hair will definately stay awhile.

for those who do not remember, i MUST post before and after photos.

BEFORE

ONE MONTH AGO

 NOW

PIX IN THE RED SHIRT WAS TAKEN 10/7/05

you can even tell by lookin at the before pix that i lost some chubb on my face. since i moved out, i lost 60lbs! but i'll let u judge now. ^_^ so please comment

changed my pic. now you can see my thick framed glasses and all its nerdy-ness my hair and all its poofy-ness.

i had a REALLY good weekend! thanks everyone who participated in the activities ^_^ and made my weekend fun and carefree!